i wonder if there is any test to measure stress levels.
lets see.
monday to friday i havent got a nice sleep.
track and field 2 days 4hours; string orchestra 3 days 16hours.
homework hadn't got the time to start.
tomorrow still need go kokting house do biology project.
syf is coming soon and we don't look like we have the capability of achieving gold.
outside performance - scores are 10-page long compared to syf piece only 2page, no time to practice, tomorrow cannot attend sectional as i didnt brought back instrument, pangseh-ed junior ruiqi, how to perform.
tomorrow morning track and field again. now its 10:31. not enough sleep again.
quarreling with friends. not one but many. its not fun okae.
minyu and rachel's birthday. havent started making.
monday kou yu xun lian.
oh and track and field nationals relay is on next saturday. kokching is down with chicken pox. im on standby for the team. juncheng deonsus danny. im a burden for them. deonsus gave me lots of hope. but the time from 47s become 49s because of me. i dont know what to say. and the baton was crushed because he stepped on it after i drop it while passing. shit.
i dont like time trials. everytime when i got to know my time. i'll be depressed. no time to train. every hundredth of a second matters when you're running the hundred metre.
will this teach me to be mentally tougher for the future? lols. i swear no more basketball for me. no time, really.