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Thursday, October 14, 2010 @
and tomorrow will be the last day we will be taught by mr seah; last day we're having our pe lessons; last few periods with betsy teo; last chinese lesson; and last two periods of my life in nchs is spent with the teacher i looked up to the most - ms oh.

ah. saddddd. today i heard the bell rang for recess. i wasn't happy. it's the first time i wasn't feeling happy that it's time for recess, and probably the last. i was sad because the bell marked the end of a 2 year journey with ms low. i still remembered during sec 3 when i was really unhappy we didn't got mr tien. and it didn't matter. everything was over. i mean. ah.

and then next week they are leaving us alone. it's really scary. it's just like before a race, they ask all competitors down to the call room, where people get ready for their races. my teammates are not here with me. they were somewhere else, maybe in the next heat or maybe amongst those in the stands. i can only talk to myself, think of the running posture, think of the way to breathe, and what have i. others were all screaming, i mean, letting some 'air' out of their chests so that they'll feel more confident. then we'll proceed to the track. we'll plant our spike shoes on the red, hot track and test our starting blocks. we would be running in the race of our lives - 100m, 200m...

and mind you, we're now running in a fucking marathon.

but i never say i dont like lah (: hahaha. but then i dont really like the way singapore students are taught. english teachers provide 23, 24 mark model essays for you to memorise; teachers predict certain questions which will likely come out in the o' levels; math teachers printing papers after papers; and geography teachers killing so many trees just to let us have more notes (notice the irony here?). we study in order to acquire knowledge, in order to enrich our lives, not to get that alphabet and that number next to our subject.

and one day when your boss recruits you. will he recruit someone who has an A1 but is lazy, or someone who got an A2 who will strive to make the company better? yes, talent is important. but...uh... i dont know. i just have to take heart. i'll just accept all this things.

but do remember to take every single day as a bonus, as minister mentor said it. right? haha. life must be lived like that mah. really what!

(:

Monday, September 6, 2010 @
*messes up the newspaper*

dad: "adiwjeij12098314147!@#*$a^$&*#@(*#@($*(%(*!!!!"

*mom slaps my hand*

**cries**

*dad stop scolding*

*took out camera*

**smiles**

and that was how my twitter picture was taken.

Sunday, September 5, 2010 @
if your life is shattered into a million pieces, i'll piece them back.

if it rains and your boyfriend offers you an umbrella, i'll walk in the rain alone.

if your boyfriend doesnt appear, then i'll walk with you in the rain.

if you lose a tennis match, i'll be the first person to let you avenge your defeat.

if you cry, i'll cry with you.

if i dont have any tears, i'll pretend im crying.

if you found out im pretending, i'll stop pretending.

if the world ends in 2012, i'll marry you on the day of your 18th birthday so that we can still last for a few months.

LOL. totally random.

Sunday, August 29, 2010 @
i need a guardian angel who can save my life.

Friday, August 20, 2010 @
it was on thursday when i was marking my own physics tys answers.

ticks.

and i remembered this moment long time ago:

around 3 i suppose. my mom was like teaching me how to draw ticks. yeah. and she didnt like what she saw. probably they were'nt straight or whatsoever. i dont know. but she kept on erasing and erasing...hmm... and i have to draw so many times until i cried. she dont really expect much from me right now. all i do is to bring home the report book. she'd just look and pass to my father to sign. they didnt say anything.

and why did she bother so much about me not being able to draw a perfect tick in the past? i dont really know.

maybe that one day of punishment made me understand things in life should be done with 100% effort, and also not to take any things for granted.

thanks mom. you made me appreciate the ticks i draw in life - both literally and figuratively.

Sunday, July 4, 2010 @
simple yet awesome blog.

i dont think so now. HAHA

and death wasn't really imminent in the first place =.=

YAY IM RANDOM (:

Saturday, June 19, 2010 @
Life's a game.

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